underØATH

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 18:24:38 GMT

my family came back from their
holiday today, im glad they're back

but it does mean ive been at home
all day talking to my mum and i hate
being in all day but im over it,
she's getting my chineese for dinner

then tomorrow she's taking me to some
shop somewhere to choose baloons
and stuff for the party..
and sort out a dj, im so fussy about it
because i want the choice of what gets
played, you'd think id have a say haha.

not this saturday, not the next saturday,
but the saturday after that
my leaving/ 18th party....

....then im moving!

woo scary

Sun, 07 May 2006 15:57:00 GMT

i think i need to not move for
a couple of days haha
seriously though,
its really not good.

...so no more alcohol for me,
definatley not.

staying sober for a while only has good points

3 days of school left,
but i might have to take tomorrow off

yuck

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:37:42 GMT

IT’S THE NEW YEAR, AND ID LIKE TO REMIND EVERYONE OF THE FUN WE HAVE HAD IN THE PAST 12 MONTHS SO.. HERE IS MY LIST OF GOOD TIMES THROUGHOUT THE PAST YEAR, AND SOME PICTURES OF THE PEOPLE THAT MADE IT GREAT

-dancing at parties

-creating some photos I can now live to regret

-excellent tunes from the bloodhound gang, limp bizkit and papa roach

-VODY

- me, gary and kirsty seeing mysterious skin for the first time

-art talks with ma blood

-giving things a good scumblin'

-Easter school antics ( getting rumbled )

- boydy

- stevie adams hubba hubba

-gillollypop

- ahahah going to aviemore

-Jennifer halkets party

-Lesley brown for making maths better, whenever she is in class

-lesleys birthday party

-parts at garys house- PARTY CENTRAL

-matthew oneil and his unhealthy obsession with guns

-Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

-tequilla feasts

-biology with old laura and Dj shivz

-my biology teacher, mr john locke hubba hubba

-people like laura and mcd who I didn’t even know last year

-MACDONALD WHERES YER TROOZERZ???

-Kilbowie haha where I met myself a ginger stalker

-all those mental films ive seen like pecker and trailer town Thanks to kirsty being a bit loco

-and some shite ones like blue velvet with no thanks to gary haha

-meeting james smith from underoath

-curry gartland and the curry mobile

-kiddy fiddlers

-mr. Gary ross

-the night of the “winter ball”

- kirsty being the real marissa cooper

-getting drunk with Michael mc groarty

-the weekend of kara brannigans party and victoria speirs’s house

-me blood kirsty with the heavy desi beats

-the Dundee adventure including the “count the Asians “ game ahaha

This time next year, with any luck I will be in Dundee and so I wont know You anymore…. But we will always have pictures like these hahahaha

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!! if your picture is up there, i love you ....with the exception of "mick" . xxxxxxxx

::x..:.this crash will kill the girl.::x..:. your eyes they bleed to tell this story..x*...

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 20:16:07 GMT

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 16:02:59 GMT

aye, im bored and the doing the homework thing just isnt working out.

1. i think about everything too much
2. i absolutley hate feet
3. toes make me feel sick, including my own
4. i have nothing against gay people
5. my hair is naturally fucked up
6. its not curley or wavy..inbetween- fucked up.
7. i cant apply makeup properly
8. so only wear it on my eyes
9. ..and powder on my cheeks
10. i always get spots, but not when i eat pizza
11. i dont believe pizza causes spots
12. i dont believe in god
13. however i do believe the words is ending
14. im not a touchy feely person, but i like affection
15. i love strawberry cheesecake
16. im getting my top braces off tomorrow
17. the first thing im going to do is eat a sandwich
18. i believe anyone with braces will understand the difficulty caused by braces+ soft food.
19. or any food for that matter
20. id rather have a great life and die young than live a long life of shite
21. i want to go to university
22. and study to become an art teacher
23. 4th year boys dont scare me
24. actually, no-one does
25. except angry graham
26. if my friends were in trouble id do anything to help them
27. i hope they would do the same
28. im boring
29. i wont waste my time with people i dont like
30. i like most people anyway unless they give me reason not to
31. ive been used before
32. mr clark is my hero
33. im happy with my body except for my head and feet
34. my favourite part of my body is my shoulders- dont know why
35. if it wasnt for lesley brown doing something for me 2 and a 1/2 years ago i would probably have killed myself , or at least tried to by now.
36. i use to get called a goth and get stuff thrown at me
37. im sarcastic
38. and i can be a real bitch
39. but i do try to be a good person
40. i have a terrible memory
41. i can be clever when i try
42. i feel like im going to fail all my exams
43. i love graham
44. i hate how big issue people try to make you feel guilty
45. im not affraid of dying
46. im affraid of being alone
47. i want to adopt an asian baby girl to save her from all the orphanage in asia
48. i hope i keep in touch with some people
49. i'll be glad to leave the rest behind
50. i should be doing homework

..x.* Paperthin hymn *.x..

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 14:16:39 GMT

New journal.
Aint it sexy, aint it? Aint it?
I'm going to change it cause it completely sucks, and graham done it crap
But he was only giving me his code, and decided to gee it a wee makeover,
so i'm going to do it my way - wait to you see
way better than this shitty thing graham has done

Well its gawnae be beestin man!!

x x x x x x x x x x

; )

underØATH

::x.*.:.this crash will kill the girl.::x.*.:. your eyes they bleed to tell this story..x*...

..x.* Paperthin hymn *.x..

::x..:.this crash will kill the girl.::x..:. your eyes they bleed to tell this story..x*...